three.hundred.and.sixteen.

it feels like night five hundred and twelve that i'm going to bed with a stuffy nose.

honestly, how long does this plague last? the one that everyone seems to have.

all i know is that it is lasting too long in my body.

and i'd like for someone to let me know how i can get it out.

as the weekend quickly comes to a close i thought it important to let you all know that somehow i have managed to fall even further behind for my goal of getting married in a year. i honestly think the bouquet is a curse, more than anything.

why you ask?

well, i'm not sure if reason alone could get us out of this situation.

or, even better, if reason could explain it.

all i know is that a certain chad nuttall might be right when he says there should be a dance off.

of epic proportions.

i wish, like so many girls out there, that i could wake up tomorrow and have someone tell me they love me.

and mean it.

and not say they love me because they've read this blog.

or because they want me to draw on their back.

or because they know how great of a cook i am (and that i'm not too shabby at cleaning up the kitchen, either ;).

no, i want to wake up and hear someone say they love me because they know how crazy i am about yoga. and because they know how much i love my dog. and because they know, that i tend to over exaggerate everything. that i'm dramatic. and that even with all those quirks, i'm one of the best people they've ever loved.

yeah, that's what i wish could happen tomorrow.

but until that tomorrow actually happens, i'll remember how awesome it feels to be able to wake up and go to yoga. and how good it feels to have a really clean kitchen.

and i'll remember how good it feels to be able to call some of your closest friends when you're far more intoxicated than one person ever should be and not have to worry about what you said.

yes. those are the things i'll try to remember in seven hours when my alarm goes off.

wish me luck.

actually, mondays always need luck. so maybe send me just a little bit more than usual.

do it because you love me. ;)